All worth it.
A waist so small it feels like Daddy could fit his big hands all the way around it.
A spine that can be seen through the skin. Like little moons going down my back.
So small that you could see your cock pressing against my insides while you fuck me.
Being so weak
So easy to overpower
My coping strategy consists of watching Sailor Moon and putting on cute underwear.
Little Problems: The kids section has the cutest stuff, and it makes me sad they never make anything like it for adults.
I’m a tree without roots
I am still and silent
I am tense like a bowstring
Crescent moons form in my palms
droplets of blood tell me
I have been clenching my fists for I don’t know how long
Maybe not a bowstring
but a violin string pulled taught
aching to play
"Old Ludwig Van’s dreaded 9th"
Where crescent moons become crescendos
and I will be still no more
This little guy fell off the roof at work today. We gave him water and food and he seems okay now, he’s alert and moves well. We saved him from being put down by the humane society and put him back in the general area his mama lives in. I named him sly, like sly cooper from the video game!
I started a blog! Where I troll on dating sites and post the weird messages I get. Submit yours today!
The hospitals don’t help you
Unless you’re dying or going to.
I know this because
I’ve been 3 times this year.
How do you explain that
I won’t kill myself now
But if something bad happens
I won’t be able to stop myself.
Because I dream of bursting
Into a thousand atoms
And blowing away in the wind.
How I regret getting into a lovers car
Instead of laying down
in the snow that night.
half naked and tears freezing to me
I spend most nights alone
Reading the words of brilliant writers
Singing their most beautiful songs
Langston Hughes wrote
a single line
I can’t get out of my head
"The calm, Cool face of the river Asked me for a kiss."
- eiramenna onalis
You know what a synonym for cruel is? Inhuman. It’s funny because we are the only reason there is need for the existence of that word. The only creatures who willfully cause pain, who make suffer.
Little me is getting excited about father’s day for all the wrong reasons.
"Oh how you cute!
You have your father’s eyes,
and your mother’s lips”
But what you don’t hear is:
You have your father’s paranoid delusions!
His addictive personality!
and his affinity for violence!
I never heard them say:
You have your mother’s crippling depression!
Her attraction to people who are no good for her!
and her inability to leave!
And I can take the eyes they gave me and I can see
I’ve done terrible things
I’ve felt terrible things
and I can’t stop